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recalibrating lately

recalibrating lately

Q: Are you creatively satisfied?

A: For brief moments. It feels awesome to finish something that I think is good, but it’s tough sledding to get there. I don’t feel relaxed or happy when I’m sitting in front of a computer screen writing an essay or in front of the piano figuring out a bridge. I mostly feel frustrated that I don’t know what I’m supposed to do to make it awesome. The moment I figure it out, I experience a great afterglow for a few hours, but then it’s over. I’m extremely proud of the good work I’ve completed, but the actual creative process is kind of a slog for me. The actual act of creating is all about not getting it right until the second you do, and then the creative process is over. Afterwards, it’s like, “Tight. Time for dinner.”

– Dessa, Interview with The Great Discontent
lisa-rayner:
“ (via The Washington Post)
My township calls my lawn ‘a nuisance.’
But I still refuse to mow it.
Manicured lawns are ruining the planet. By Sarah Baker
In June, my partner and I received an official written warning from the trustee...

lisa-rayner:

(via The Washington Post)

My township calls my lawn ‘a nuisance.’
But I still refuse to mow it.

Manicured lawns are ruining the planet.

By Sarah Baker

In June, my partner and I received an official written warning from the trustee board of St. Albans Township, stating that our yard had become “a nuisance.” Ohio law allows local governments to control any vegetation on private property that they deem a nuisance, after a seven-day warning to the property owners. But the law does not define what “a nuisance” is, effectively giving local leaders the power to remove whatever grass or plants offend them. In our case, the trustees decided that our lawn was too tall and thick and would attract “nuisance animals” such as “snakes and rodents.” If we didn’t cut it, they would hire someone to do so and bring law enforcement with them.

But the point of a natural yard is to attract wildlife and build a self-regulating environment. The un-mowed plants in our yard attract plant-eating bugs and rodents, which attract birds, bats, toads and garter snakes that eat them. Then hawks fly in to eat the snakes. Seeing this life emerge in one growing season made me realize just how much nature manicured lawns displace and disrupt.

There are 40.5 million acres of lawn in the U.S., more than double the size of the country’s largest national forest. We disconnect ourselves from wildlife habitat loss by viewing it as a problem caused by industry and agriculture. But habitat loss is happening in our own back yards.

This has serious consequences. About 95 percent of the natural landscape in the lower 48 states has been developed into cities, suburbs and farmland. Meanwhile, the global population of vertebrate animals, from birds to fish, has been cut in half during the past four decades. Honey bees, which we depend on to pollinate our fruits and other crops, have been dying off at an unsustainable rate. Because one in three bites of food you take requires a pollinating insect to produce it, their rapid decline is a threat to humanity. Monarch butterflies have been even more affected, with their numbers dropping 90 percent since the 1990s. Butterflies are an important part of the food chain; ecologists use them to measure the health of ecosystems.

Nature preserves and parks are not enough to fix the problem; much of wildlife is migratory and needs continuous habitat to thrive.  Natural yards can act as bridges between the larger natural spaces.

(via thattasteslikeheaven)

All of which is to say: leaning against other texts, thinking with other minds, letting another person’s writing (or art, or being) haunt you, inhabit you, inspire you, bother you, quite thoroughly, isn’t just a means of spurring one to produce thoughts or books. It’s also a wager about how deeply intertwined our consciousnesses may be. It is to wonder (as Henry James did, in his late novels), whether consciousness exists between us, in the air, rather than within individual minds. The wild and productive gambit of “leaning against” is that we’re not really leaning against others, but against a great throbbing consciousness, a soup of soul and mind in which we all share, even if that sharing is characterized by dissensus or a mirage of separateness rather than a blurry unity.
van-life:
“Model: 1984 VW Westfalia
Location: Montana 2014
Photo: Hannah Dewey @hannah__dewey www.hannahdeweyphotography.com
”

van-life:

Model: 1984 VW Westfalia

Location: Montana 2014

Photo: Hannah Dewey @hannah__dewey www.hannahdeweyphotography.com

(Source: van-life)

blue-bell-the-van:
“Out here in New Mexico. Playing some music under the desert stars tonight.
”

blue-bell-the-van:

Out here in New Mexico. Playing some music under the desert stars tonight. 

She tried her best, kept her eye on the ball, and kept her promises.
Your aspirations
are not a race, an exam, or a series of skill testing questions
that permit you to proceed.

Your every breath
fuels your expansion into
more sacred desires.
Eternal permission.

Carry your dream like that dream wants to be carried.
Like a precious golden egg, an incredible torch, or the very cure itself.

Whisper to it. Strap it to your back with your water supplies and climb, running. Put it on the parade float and hear people applaud. Feed it really good food. Don’t tell a soul.

It’s a great privilege to dream
every imagining being attended to by stars.
And then to make the motion and mudras that
turn light into matter –
well, there is nothing brighter than
the place where heaven meets the earth

Laura Veirs - America

(Source: youtube.com)

What and how much had I lost by trying to do only what was expected of me instead of what I myself had wished to do?
– Ralph Ellison, Invisible Man (via whyallcaps)

(via stoicremains-deactivated2017102)

updated shaker chair.

updated shaker chair.

(Source: cazuiyo, via thingsofinterest)

shutupandrun:
“ Create Yourself.
”

shutupandrun:

Create Yourself. 

(via undoordinary)

recalibrating lately

recalibrating lately

Q: Are you creatively satisfied?

A: For brief moments. It feels awesome to finish something that I think is good, but it’s tough sledding to get there. I don’t feel relaxed or happy when I’m sitting in front of a computer screen writing an essay or in front of the piano figuring out a bridge. I mostly feel frustrated that I don’t know what I’m supposed to do to make it awesome. The moment I figure it out, I experience a great afterglow for a few hours, but then it’s over. I’m extremely proud of the good work I’ve completed, but the actual creative process is kind of a slog for me. The actual act of creating is all about not getting it right until the second you do, and then the creative process is over. Afterwards, it’s like, “Tight. Time for dinner.”

– Dessa, Interview with The Great Discontent
lisa-rayner:
“ (via The Washington Post)
My township calls my lawn ‘a nuisance.’
But I still refuse to mow it.
Manicured lawns are ruining the planet. By Sarah Baker
In June, my partner and I received an official written warning from the trustee...

lisa-rayner:

(via The Washington Post)

My township calls my lawn ‘a nuisance.’
But I still refuse to mow it.

Manicured lawns are ruining the planet.

By Sarah Baker

In June, my partner and I received an official written warning from the trustee board of St. Albans Township, stating that our yard had become “a nuisance.” Ohio law allows local governments to control any vegetation on private property that they deem a nuisance, after a seven-day warning to the property owners. But the law does not define what “a nuisance” is, effectively giving local leaders the power to remove whatever grass or plants offend them. In our case, the trustees decided that our lawn was too tall and thick and would attract “nuisance animals” such as “snakes and rodents.” If we didn’t cut it, they would hire someone to do so and bring law enforcement with them.

But the point of a natural yard is to attract wildlife and build a self-regulating environment. The un-mowed plants in our yard attract plant-eating bugs and rodents, which attract birds, bats, toads and garter snakes that eat them. Then hawks fly in to eat the snakes. Seeing this life emerge in one growing season made me realize just how much nature manicured lawns displace and disrupt.

There are 40.5 million acres of lawn in the U.S., more than double the size of the country’s largest national forest. We disconnect ourselves from wildlife habitat loss by viewing it as a problem caused by industry and agriculture. But habitat loss is happening in our own back yards.

This has serious consequences. About 95 percent of the natural landscape in the lower 48 states has been developed into cities, suburbs and farmland. Meanwhile, the global population of vertebrate animals, from birds to fish, has been cut in half during the past four decades. Honey bees, which we depend on to pollinate our fruits and other crops, have been dying off at an unsustainable rate. Because one in three bites of food you take requires a pollinating insect to produce it, their rapid decline is a threat to humanity. Monarch butterflies have been even more affected, with their numbers dropping 90 percent since the 1990s. Butterflies are an important part of the food chain; ecologists use them to measure the health of ecosystems.

Nature preserves and parks are not enough to fix the problem; much of wildlife is migratory and needs continuous habitat to thrive.  Natural yards can act as bridges between the larger natural spaces.

(via thattasteslikeheaven)

All of which is to say: leaning against other texts, thinking with other minds, letting another person’s writing (or art, or being) haunt you, inhabit you, inspire you, bother you, quite thoroughly, isn’t just a means of spurring one to produce thoughts or books. It’s also a wager about how deeply intertwined our consciousnesses may be. It is to wonder (as Henry James did, in his late novels), whether consciousness exists between us, in the air, rather than within individual minds. The wild and productive gambit of “leaning against” is that we’re not really leaning against others, but against a great throbbing consciousness, a soup of soul and mind in which we all share, even if that sharing is characterized by dissensus or a mirage of separateness rather than a blurry unity.
van-life:
“Model: 1984 VW Westfalia
Location: Montana 2014
Photo: Hannah Dewey @hannah__dewey www.hannahdeweyphotography.com
”

van-life:

Model: 1984 VW Westfalia

Location: Montana 2014

Photo: Hannah Dewey @hannah__dewey www.hannahdeweyphotography.com

(Source: van-life)

blue-bell-the-van:
“Out here in New Mexico. Playing some music under the desert stars tonight.
”

blue-bell-the-van:

Out here in New Mexico. Playing some music under the desert stars tonight. 

She tried her best, kept her eye on the ball, and kept her promises.
Your aspirations
are not a race, an exam, or a series of skill testing questions
that permit you to proceed.

Your every breath
fuels your expansion into
more sacred desires.
Eternal permission.

Carry your dream like that dream wants to be carried.
Like a precious golden egg, an incredible torch, or the very cure itself.

Whisper to it. Strap it to your back with your water supplies and climb, running. Put it on the parade float and hear people applaud. Feed it really good food. Don’t tell a soul.

It’s a great privilege to dream
every imagining being attended to by stars.
And then to make the motion and mudras that
turn light into matter –
well, there is nothing brighter than
the place where heaven meets the earth

Laura Veirs - America

(Source: youtube.com)

What and how much had I lost by trying to do only what was expected of me instead of what I myself had wished to do?
– Ralph Ellison, Invisible Man (via whyallcaps)

(via stoicremains-deactivated2017102)

updated shaker chair.

updated shaker chair.

(Source: cazuiyo, via thingsofinterest)

shutupandrun:
“ Create Yourself.
”

shutupandrun:

Create Yourself. 

(via undoordinary)

"

Q: Are you creatively satisfied?

A: For brief moments. It feels awesome to finish something that I think is good, but it’s tough sledding to get there. I don’t feel relaxed or happy when I’m sitting in front of a computer screen writing an essay or in front of the piano figuring out a bridge. I mostly feel frustrated that I don’t know what I’m supposed to do to make it awesome. The moment I figure it out, I experience a great afterglow for a few hours, but then it’s over. I’m extremely proud of the good work I’ve completed, but the actual creative process is kind of a slog for me. The actual act of creating is all about not getting it right until the second you do, and then the creative process is over. Afterwards, it’s like, “Tight. Time for dinner.”

"
"All of which is to say: leaning against other texts, thinking with other minds, letting another person’s writing (or art, or being) haunt you, inhabit you, inspire you, bother you, quite thoroughly, isn’t just a means of spurring one to produce thoughts or books. It’s also a wager about how deeply intertwined our consciousnesses may be. It is to wonder (as Henry James did, in his late novels), whether consciousness exists between us, in the air, rather than within individual minds. The wild and productive gambit of “leaning against” is that we’re not really leaning against others, but against a great throbbing consciousness, a soup of soul and mind in which we all share, even if that sharing is characterized by dissensus or a mirage of separateness rather than a blurry unity."
"She tried her best, kept her eye on the ball, and kept her promises."
"Your aspirations
are not a race, an exam, or a series of skill testing questions
that permit you to proceed.

Your every breath
fuels your expansion into
more sacred desires.
Eternal permission.

Carry your dream like that dream wants to be carried.
Like a precious golden egg, an incredible torch, or the very cure itself.

Whisper to it. Strap it to your back with your water supplies and climb, running. Put it on the parade float and hear people applaud. Feed it really good food. Don’t tell a soul.

It’s a great privilege to dream
every imagining being attended to by stars.
And then to make the motion and mudras that
turn light into matter –
well, there is nothing brighter than
the place where heaven meets the earth"
"What and how much had I lost by trying to do only what was expected of me instead of what I myself had wished to do?"

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